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| Ever since i could remember i have always been carefree in my life in all aspects even when it came to my relationships. i thought i had everything going on, showing woman chivalry still exist in the world, from my actions to my tactful conversations. Walking the talk while showing integrity to everyone i came across. little did i realize i have opportunities to consistently maintain a single relationship. who whould have thought?
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| So how far would you be willing to go to make your dreams happen? What are you willing to risk? Is it worth it? I find myself asking these questions to not only myself but to those that come to me for guidance. It's funny how the universe works out. Everything tends to fall into place. I believe that things happen for a reason, its a matter of seizing that moment that counts the most.
So how far am i willing to go? Well pretty damn far! Could you imagine finding yourself inviting a person into your world and everything just becomes upside down? Your way of life changes not so much for that person, but for yourself. (Sure i'll admit you probably started getting into the things that person likes). You realize that the life you live, no matter how good or bad it may have been, has been awakened with a tenacity of fervor. Day by day it has become a livelier one, at times a moment of wonder, thinking about how the fuck did you get into my world, in fact, to be completely honest, i really don't mind at all. I suppose this is just the beginning...
Just to think, I drive an hour, just so i can hang out for two. 
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| There are many things running in my mind right now about family, goals, my well being, and improving my life. The thing is i don't know where to even begin. There is a lot of opportunities for self realization that i have yet to explore. I have to admit i have been so carefree in my life that i became careless. I'm planning my revival. I've always said this and kept it on the back of my mind. I'm very good at following though with my plans, ironically i havn't been able to follow through with my own resurgence in life. Everything starts now. I knew how hard life was until a few months ago. I was in another car accident back in september... To be continued....
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| I'm irritated right now. If your gonna tell me your having a dramatic time in life and i ask you if you want to talk about it and you tell me "later" thats cool with me just tell me when your ready. However if you repeatedly do that to me, and brush me off, it does get really annoying. Especially if your going to tell me that you want to become better friends.
I feel like i'm in grade school again, when the other kids run around saying that they have a secret and your not supposed to know what it is. The first few times is not a big deal at all, but when the same kids keep pulling the same old trick it gets rather mind numbing, C'mon now, give me a break...
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| As if things were not getting any better my windshield is sniped by a rock on the freeway on my way to work today, it started as a size of a quarter when i went into the store and grew like a snowflake as i came out to go home! to top it off the insurance is taking fffooooorever its the 3rd month now and i have heard nothing regarding fixing my car, yet they were able to give me the big FU claiming at fault (i figured as much with rear end collisions)
what is next! bring it on mutha fuckers!
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